C.R.E.A.M.

I made an off colour joke today. It was funny kind of. A bit juvinile. But fun none the less. I think I am overthinking it. I had dinner with some people today. It was interesting. I went for a run with a friend. It was nice. I did a podcast with two friends and then went for a long walk with a friend. I talked with a friend. Today was a social day. I wrote a bit in the morning too. It was sunny today. It rained a little but was mostly sunny. That might be weird in other places but pretty normal here. I saw 6 or 7 dogs today on the walk. I saw some deer and some birds and many plants. I saw a bumblebee. I am missing my ex. It is her birthday today. Or it was her birthday today. Today is over. I talked to my parents about money. I don't like doing that but I did. I am proud of myself for doing that because I was putting that off. Money... Money is so interesting. It's so... Important... yet not at all. Yet all there is. A lot of pain and hurt and emotion wrapped up in it. For me at…