It is all guts and hair

[Everything between May 1 and May 9, Friday] DataMovies and books: Zero Coffee cups: 1 Oh look, an superscript 1I am energising myself with self loathing like I have never done before. The stateofnats webspace has moved around a bit, cos every weekend I have to write what "work" I did the week before. Any act of creation is to be noted. That will all go on Desk of Nats 2 But to begin with Desk Notes, I have decided I can post my journal pages on the internet. In some way this is vanity, at least what my lizard brain tells me. But I have not found another way to enjoy immortalising them. I don't want years of journal art becoming merged into a unified distant memory. It is going to be here at Nats Actually. Also, this is now the longest period in years that I have not read a single book or even 5 pages in succession. YUCK. ANDThis week I went to Arossim beach and Ashwem beach. I like alliterations where I can find them. Ru and I got pedicures. Ate a thali at Alma (in Assagao). Returned…