mother’s day brunch

Mother’s Day. I called my mom. It’s her first Mother’s Day without a mom. She is going to a Mel Robins talk tonight with her friends. I think that will be good for her. I swam with my grandpa this morning. I had little to no power. My hips were very sore. My everything was sore. The internal battle inside my head was challenging last night and pretty brutal this morning. I think one reason is I’ve been lacking the energy to set up my cpap machine since getting back from China. I think prioritizing that tonight will be key. That and laundry and maybe a dust or a vacuum. It’s so easy to let those things slide but they make such a huge difference on the mental. I just want to pay someone to do all that stuff but I don’t really have the funds to do that. Wah wah. Sucks to suck I guess. lol. Going for brunch. Then helping a friend move a thing. Then, I don’t know. Something. Feeling ok after swim. A bit untethered. But I think that will pass. Hope you are well.