This I Used to Believe

I honestly don't know if I'm going through a delayed quarter-life crisis or not, but I'm getting this intense feeling that I need to do something more with my life. I didn't exactly know what this "more" was until I did this usual thing of looking at where I am now in my life vs where I want to be in my life. It didn't really take long after figuring that out that I'm feeling this way because I haven't really achieved my life's dream yet.If you've been here for a long time or you actually know me, my dream has always been to be a father. A dad. Funny enough, I've wanted to have a kid ever since I was a kid. That's how much I've wanted to be a dad. And you can thank SpongeBob's Rick-a-Bye Bivalve episode for that. It always seemed so cute and endearing to fully take care of another person; I don't know why. To have an actual partner help out with that seems extremely cute, too.But reality hits hard. I'm a few years away from 30 and, what, like, I've never had a girlfriend before. I've…