“She’s a good writer,” said myself

My former boss from when I first dabbled in vendor management had some quotes that really stuck to me. I haven’t seen him in 4 years, and yet whenever self-doubt visits me, I always go back to the message he sent me while I was having a breakdown in a bathroom stall. Now, I remember his words as I stalk his photography page on Instagram. He’d always say if I want to do something, I don’t have to think about it too much, just do it. But the idea of doing something and failing miserably and publicly brings such a heavy feeling in my chest that sprouted somewhere unknown. But I drown them in a mug of cold coffee, Something I shouldn’t be doing at 23:00 if I want to fix my body clock. This is my 7th blog post in a row. I just did it. Apparently I shouldn’t be thinking that much if I want to do something that I know would make me happy, costs nothing, and is legal. I’ve always jokingly told my husband how good of a writer I am, but truth be told, I haven’t written that much, nor have my…