So Now What?

I'm in limbo. Past the excitement (and stress!) of the moving in stage but not sure what comes next. I've been throwing myself into getting lots of things done - housework, gardening, shopping etc. Now the daily routine of life in our new home has established itself, I'm feeling uncertainty tinged with a hint of sadness. What do I do with my life now? There's still plenty of change on the horizon and some of it is admittedly quite scary. My eldest will turn 16 in less than a month and start sixth form in September. He's halfway through his GCSE exams and will finish high school in just under 3 weeks. He had a letter from HMRC with his National Insurance number arrive recently. He's going to be a young adult and he's still not ready to go into the big wide world. Youngest has definitely started puberty and he's so anxious and focused on negative thoughts. The house move hasn't helped as he misses the old, familiar environment. We're getting regular calls from the school about his…