confession of a night owl

on yearning for a good night sleep & a few updates Diary:I have a trouble sleeping early. My eyes refuse to close and rest itself after the constant expose of blue lights. Reminiscence of my past, my old workplace used to have a limited parking spaces. So I forced myself to adhere to a strict sleeping routine and save myself from feeling miserable in the morning. One part because I'm bad at parallel parking, arriving early allowed me to choose my own parking spot and feeling less nervous of my skill. But now I have a different job, writing at home mostly, still trying to make something for myself. That's how I slowly having trouble of my sleeping schedule. I have more time contemplating, daydreaming, overthinking, spiraling, which are equally as bad. I'm thinking about plotline during chores, about dialogues while feeding my cats. It's like my brain has no capacity to shut itself no matter what I do. At night, the problem persists. I make it like a miserable thing to endure but not…