what people think + I fell in love

Blog. I have not written in what feels like actual years.However I didn't expect to write this entry for at least another 7 years. Since I was young, my dad's stance on dating was that I was not allowed to have a boyfriend until I was 23. I'm not even joking. So yesterday I had the uncomfortable discussion with my dad where I said "me and emmanuel have kissed already, and I think I should tell you that now so you don't think I'm hiding it from you", cue a 1 hour discussion with my dad revolved around pregnancy, love my life.Let me introduce you to emmanuel. I met emmanuel exactly one month ago. If you asked me how it all started, I would probably say infatuation at first sight. I don't even know why. If you follow my blog you probably heard me write about my anticipation for a week long camp called FSY, this is where I met him. At FSY you are split into groups called companies. I remember when I first saw him, which is funny. We were in the cafeteria, with 300 other kids. I was…