Procrastination

I have always been a procrastinator, but after so many hours of procrastination and losing time on worthless scrolling despite my multiple efforts to minimize my device usage. I have realized that it isn't just procrastination anymore. Now, it has turned into fear. or worse; the realization that I just cannot do what I had to do, on time I keep going cold turkey on smartphone, most importantly YouTube but after a while all the time I have saved will just go into waste, because of I guess withdrawals. Sometimes when I give myself a treat after some study session, sometimes just out of boredom. Recently bubbles has replaced YouTube for me as a healthier alternative to YouTube. But, it has also been my another means of procrastination. Me calling it healthy is just lying to myself that I did something else that isn't a waste of time (isn't a "brainrot"), but I should have been studying for exams. Blogging is another way of procrastinating for me. If you're my friend from college reading…