Still winded

I am beginning to feel reasonably recovered from the whirlwind week. Sun, summery warmth (when in the right wind-protected corner), and everything turning green all at once certainly helps too. In one way, it feels like things will now stay calm until the summer holidays. In another, it feels like those holidays are like two breaths away, and there are plenty of things in the calendar before they start too. In any case, it does feel good to sit down in the evening - after work and dinner and dog walks - and at least feel caught up with what I hoped to get done during the day. Then, that familiar thought starts seeping into my mind: is there something more I should be doing with the evening to feel even better? I would really like to find a good default way of dealing with that thought, because it usually leads me nowhere. It feels like a gateway to sitting around flipping between little things, not focusing on anything but not resting and recovering or really letting my mind wander…