A Letter From Self

Good morning. I hope and trust that this find our spirits at a good time and that my letter serves a purpose for you.I was up again, last night. Of course, this is nothing new for me or for you.But such are battles we face. I was told about the idea that perhaps I should surrender to win. I was told that if I surrender, then I can come to terms with the way things are instead of fighting with them which makes sense. Then again, you know me.Who would I be if you and I didn’t fight or argue? Who would we be if not who we are to each other?And this above anything else is interesting to me. I say this because you more than anyone should know that out of anything in my life, all I want to do is be at peace with you.But this is not peace and you and I are often far from peaceful.All I want is to find peace or to be “okay.” I want to find balance, if there is such a thing. But again, I digress too much and I run off in tangents because my thoughts can run wild. My thoughts can unravel too,…