Gah! I accidentally cancelled my subscription

So now I play the waiting game. I went through my PayPal and could not for the life of me figure out what this "LemonSqueezy" was that I was paying every month. Duh...... When I cancelled it and got the email "Hey, you cancelled your Bearblog...." I felt more than a little bit dumb. And because I paid with PayPal, I can't uncancel it, so I feel more than a little bit dumber. So now I wait until my service is done, so that I can (hopefully) re-sign up for it again and put a big sticky note on the wall in front of my desk that says, "LEMONSQUEEZY IS BEARBLOG DO NOT PANIC AND CANCEL."