bad blogger

i completely gave up on the blog this week. i did post something at the start, some “feeling like a plastic bag” bs trying to convince myself that i was going to let my grievances go at work (the post is deleted). the only problem is, i can’t. i’m not there yet. and that’s okay. i’m going to work on it one day at a time. i’m finding it difficult to address my issues at work because i’m constantly surrounded by colleagues or supporting clients. it’s difficult to find a moment when you’re alone or even have a private word because we’re so busy right now. instead i’m just having to have suck it up (and i feel like kirby at this rate). i have a long weekend à la bank holiday so i’m going to do things that make me happy and when i return, i’m going to try and resolve my issues. i have two cinema screenings scheduled, i’m hoping to read some more of my book and just relax. earlier i mentioned i deleted some posts. i felt like it was too personal and very mememe. my buddy jord (friend of the…