Why Am I Leading With the Wrong Thing?

In a continuation of yesterday’s post, something occurred to me last night. Now, I don’t know if it’s true or whatever, but I could be putting my worst foot forward on Youtube. And by that, I mean I’m regularly composing songs with an A/B form and generally holding back the C. So, I can compose a song. And on YouTube, I’m doing jams which are a bit meandering, maybe a little loosey-goosey and all that kind of stuff in different styles. Would I do better to do the thing I’m good at and make sure I’m cranking out one of my things a week? Now, composing-wise, I could take one of these forms and extend them and drop in lyrical samples and do all kinds of cool stuff and learn and practice and do everything all at once. Making a synth pop song instead of some sort of house jam (which is what I’m posting). I don’t want to make any declarations today, but as I sit here now, it sure does make a lot of sense. Why am I putting my worst foot forward? Why wouldn’t I put my best? Is that why the…