Changes and Interactions

Lately i notice that people don’t stay as long when i talk to them, or conversations just kind of fade out without really going anywhere, and i don’t always know if that’s them or if it’s me, but i can tell something is different compared to before people have said i’ve changed, that i’m quieter or harder to read, and i don’t really argue with that because i know it’s true, i just don’t think i can explain it in a way that makes sense to them I spend most of my time focused on other things now, mostly around the church or things connected to it, even when i’m not physically there it’s still in my head, and it takes up more space than anything else does "Do not be conformed to this world" (Romans 12:2) makes more sense to me like this. before all of this i wasn’t really close to people either, just in a different way, and that’s what makes this confusing, because it’s not like i went from something good to something worse, it just changed shape and people still react to it anyway so it…