Hello, So this week has been a little wild... from things being meh, to going great, to going ugh, then great and now downhill again. I keep thinking of how some people just seem to be lucky. I am not saying this in a mean way, but some people seem oblivious to how the world works or are just super optimistic as if things could not possibly go wrong. In the meantime, I try to think things through and plan ahead and worry all the time and yet, somehow, I always get the short end of the stick. If I were to be as optimistic as them, I'd fail. I have to be realist to survive. At this point, I almost believe in a God who is like "oh yeah, no, you? You cannot do that, sorry. That's for some lucky people or something." I know this is all vague nonsense because what I am basing these words on is pretty personal and I don't want to get into detail here. I am mentally fine, but it's just something that I keep noticing all the time.
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