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I continue to be one of the "long-term unemployed." It sucks and job searching is hard and I'm getting desperate, to be completely honest. P. spent four days in the hospital with a nasty case of cellulitis in his right leg. He was in the local hospital, the one I've spent too much time in. We kept insisting that my infectious disease doctor be assigned to his case and ultimately he was. I spent the better part of those days with P., and it was really hard to see him get such good care when I didn't. But cellulitis is straight-forward and necrotizing pancreatitis isn't. So that was a bit re-traumatizing. I did have the chance to catch up with my doctor, which was really nice. I asked him a few questions that had been weighing on me and got good answers--apparently the baby doctors kept wanting to send me home with oral antibiotics and my doctor had to repeatedly explain that my case required IV antibiotics because I was having such a difficult time. I honestly believe that if the baby…