Is this what life is supposed to feel like?

For years I was tired. Not the kind of tired sleep fixes. The kind that’s just there, behind everything. Doctors never found anything so I kept gaslighting myself into thinking it was me. I’m too stressed, I’m not eating right, I’m not moving enough, … Two months ago I gave up on that and spent an ungodly amount of money at private hospitals. Turns out it wasn’t all in my head - I have a rare gut disease. I’m now on immunosuppressants and a six-food elimination diet (no wheat, dairy, egs, nuts, fish or soy). Pretty much every comfort snack I like is out. No bread, no pasta, no sushi, no ramen, nothing. What’s left is meat, veggies, fruits and a lot of label reading.