This is who I am?

I’ve always had a hard time combining interests. If I’m into weightlifting, I hardly do any yoga. When I read a lot, I rarely watch movies. During periods with lots of blog tinkering, other interests fall behind. It’s always all in. Like there’s no middle way, just all or nothing. It’s been like that for as long as I can remember. I don’t know why that is. I don’t really see it as a problem, but I keep noticing it again and again. It’s fascinating how things can shift so much over time. Maybe it's a case of the universal constant change of things. Like seasons that come and go, never disappearing, just returning when the time is right. Sometimes I think it might be about identity. A desire to put a label on yourself, to define who you are in the middle of it all: “This is who I am.” Which, of course, is a very limited and fleeting way to define yourself. At the end of the day, maybe it’s about finding that undefinable true self.