Life Update 4/26/26: Sciatica is killing me . Please don't read this if you're in a bad headspace.

Typed this whole post on my phone so I hope spelling and grammar is ok.Had a hard time doing headers and formatting so it's just paragraphs, sorry . (Ghost really needs a native Android app)Life has been absolute hell lately. Most recently I have had an absolute huge sciatica flare up. I went to the hospital in a ambulance on Friday night April 17th.I was in excruciating pain to the point they were measuring my vitals , I honestly barely made it to the ambulance itself. Having almost healed myself from a injury from six months ago this was a huge blow to me mentally.In the hospital it took 7 pricks for them to do blood work and an IV so that was fantastic , though to be fair to the nurses I have hard veins in general so being dehydrated didn't help. I got some nice bruises and huge black and blue marks that still haven't faded from that. I was given an IV with painkillers twice and then promptly kicked out the next morning with a prescription for Arcoxia and Tramadol+Paracetamol.At…