A few years ago I had sex with a stranger in a hotel room For a long time I filed it away as a bad hookup, awkward sex, an unpleasant experience that did not need to mean anything more than that Recently that stopped feeling so simple I saw a TikTok talking about sexual assault statistics and it brought the memory back in a different way. Not like some huge revelation, more like a small shift that made it harder to put back in the box where I had been keeping it I think part of what made this so unsettling is that I wanted a clean answer immediately. If it was not sexual assault then maybe I could put it back in the box of awkward sex and move on. If it was sexual assault then maybe whatever confusing mix of feelings I have (or will have) are valid Instead I seem to be stuck in between What happenedWhat happened on the day is not hard to describe I met a stranger in the hotel lobby and brought him up to my room. I was interested. I had agreed to it. We started having sex Then almost…
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