kairos

kairos. it’s what i’ve considering naming any future son. kairos is the gap in the armor, the shuttle in the loom, the kink in the knot, the separation in the closing. it sounds like a christian name but i think thats more for the early christians being caught in the greeks way like the rest of us. r scott bakker calls similar, the gobozkoy, The Moment. kairos is the feeling that gets you to swerve the car as the tree is coming, to tell your girlfriend you never loved her, to shift as an extreme of the path comes. if you take it poetically, take it literally. comedic timing is all about. A decision, a breaking off. Internally, deciding really does feel like you’ve broken off something. I understand a bit better now. Refused to drink the wine so I don’t go to the hospital in this internal bargaining. Se is present. My tense changes. ‘damn i suck at planning’ ← Se for me. people use words consistently. really. watch them. this requires a LOT of watching, but if you found this blog, you…