A Procrastinator's Mentality

I remember shying away from writing my thoughts. The bear blog, I'd initially started to chronicle ideas of mine, which I value so dearly so someone could find it a 100 years after I'm dead and gone. But soon, it became an online space to vent and rant. And as I look closer into this venting and ranting space, the pattern is same. Self-victimisation, A deep question/examination of why I'm doing it wrong, and then a call to action to move on and change. The story ends there. No action, no work is done, no effort is put, and no body is changed. The kal-chakra spins, and I stay in the same place. I had read Tim Urban's beautiful article on procrastination (https://waitbutwhy.com/2013/11/how-to-beat-procrastination.html). To say it defines me is an understatement. As the weeks move on, time feels like it's moving faster. Each Monday begins, and I find myself going to bed on a Saturday. The rest of it is a blip in time. But the work stays undone. Pages of practice for the GRE left…