17 days ago · Life · 0 comments

Hell yeah! Let’s start by swearing! Swearing is good! This is not a “Fuuuuck”, that slow, defeated, sigh of a fuck. This is “Fuck it!!!”, the one that nails you to the wall, the one that makes you grin like a maniac, because you just had a terrible idea, but it just might work. Yesterday I was at a pretty low point. Quite a few people have reached out to me, for which I’m very grateful. I also feel bad, that I made people worry, but that’s been a me-problem forever and I try to ignore that thought as best as I can. Watching some wholesome Frieren and a good night’s sleep helped. I’ve also had some food for thought as I lay awake before sleeping and from a few heartfelt comments on Fedi. Before I fell asleep, I decided to make a list. I had already identified a few key points that we’re dragging me down, but are ultimately things I can’t change right now. I feel like I’m carrying around a few anchors too many and I need to let go of some. Maybe I’ll come back for them some day, maybe I…

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