boundaries

i told my aunt i would plan a trail ride for her as a birthday gift. i might have over estimated myself. my parents are hosting a pickleball tournement at the end of the month. i don't want to go. May 29th (9 days from now) is the cut off day to submit my name as a nomination candidate for a party for a provincial election here in Alberta. i want that kind of but also don't think i have that in me. I have to text a guy back my dad wants me to talk to. A mentor figure of mine is hosting an event on Thursday; I feel like I should go but i don't want to. A guy that mentor introduced me to just emailed me. I have to get back to him. Stuff is happening. I think it's good but it is making me feel overwhelmed. Kind of. Emails and texts are not very human. They drain me pretty good. I have a bike ride scheduled in. I really don't want to do it today. Monday I got a swim in. Tuesday I got a run in. The run was 30min shorter than it was supposed to be. What else do i not want to do today? I…