Bad Ideas

Your browser does not support the video tag. I'm really good at having bad ideas. Wait, hear me out for a second. I think I am wired to be a fast, almost zany thinker. There's less a problem with losing attention than with losing interest in things. If I am contractually obligated to lock in, I can do that, but actual interest in things is a much more illusory feature of life for me. A close friend of mine has always told me that I'm a "phase guy" because I have a hyperfixation I try to make my entire identity for like two months and then lose steam and move on to the next thing. Behind it is a general sense of curiosity and a desire to learn, but directing that focus into something sustainable has been a difficult practice. Through my generally open-minded nature, I like to see things to certain conclusions, even if I generally don't trust whatever it is; my curiosity tends to get the better of me. What can I say? Fucking around and finding out is pretty fun. But while I enjoy having…